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Little Black Book – V – Conclusion

11 Sunday Feb 2024

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Fiction, fishing, romance, short-story

 Three weeks later:

Detective Kim called to Mrs. Robert Towne and asked her to come to the station. She did and was ushered into his office.

“Annyeonghaseyo, Mrs. Towne. Come in.”

He pulled out a chair and gestured for her to sit down. She held her purse close to her body and sat down, hunched over.

“Tea?” He asked her. She nodded yes. He waved at the girl outside the door and spoke some rapid Korean. She hurried away.

“Thank you so much. I understand how difficult this is.”

Shin nodded, head down.

“I had you come in to look over some things we found.” Shin’s head jerked up.

“Found?”

“Yes, some things that washed up on the shore and were brought to our attention.”

The female officer scurried back in with cups of hot tea and sugar. It was on a tiny tray, and she carefully put it on the desk in front of Shin.

Shin picked up some sugar, poured it in the tea and took a sip.

Detective Kim waited with one hand on a large, canvass bag at his feet.

“Okay?” he asked.

Shin nodded.

Kim pulled out the bag and stood up and started to lay things on the desk.

“A hat. One striped cotton shirt. A pair on long, cotton pants; size extra-large.”

Shin fingered the items and silent tears started to roll down her cheeks.

“One wallet.” He carefully laid the last item on the desk. It was still damp.

Shin picked it up with trembling fingers and opened it. She stared at her husband’s Korean driver’s license stuck behind the little rectangle of plastic and wept.

The lady officer was still hovering by the door. Kim waved her away and went and closed the door.

“I am so sorry.” He put a hand on Shin’s shaking shoulder and went to sit down.

“Where, where . . .? “

“The owner of the bait shop actually called us. A fisherman found these and brought them to him, thinking he might know about it.”

“Where . . .?“

“Yes, the shop where, I believe, your husband got his bait and tied up his boat.”

“We have to keep these things for a while as we are still searching for . .  . him. But then, you can have them back.”

She nodded, still sobbing.

“There is one last thing.” Kim paused and looked at her.

He got up, went to the corner and came back with a bamboo rod. “This.”

Shin looked at the rod.

“Was this his too?”

“I think so. I don’t know . . . They all look alike to me. He had so many.”

“And this.” Kim produced a coil of nylon rope and put in on the desk.

“Well, it’s odd about this rod.” The detective pulled on the line which was attached to the end. “There should be a hook and the hook has been torn off.”

Shin nodded.

“The rope also has an end which is sheered or pulled off.” He glanced at her.

Shin shrugged her shoulders.

“That plus the fact that his shoes were still in the boat when we found it, lead us to some conclusions.”

“Conclusions?”

“We think that perhaps he hooked a fish, maybe a big one, and the boat was dragged out to sea, where it was found. Then, maybe, he was pulled overboard. Which,” he glanced at her, “could be why we haven’t been able to find the body yet.”

She erupted into more tears.

Kim stood up. “That’s okay. That’s okay.” He walked over to Mrs. Towne while waving his hand at his girl. “Ella will take you to the front to sign some papers about the clothing and we will be in contact.”

“As soon as you know something,” She looked up at him.

“Just as soon as we know.” He reassured her.

The office girl led the still weeping Shin out of his office. Kim sat back down at his desk and pulled the rod and reel closer to him. He fingered the line and looked puzzled.

Finally, he got up and thrust the rod angrily in the corner and went out to have a cigarette.

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Two months later, Shin and the girls were down at the marina. She had burned some of Bob’s things and they were in a little urn. They were going to sprinkle the ashes over the water where she knew he liked to fish.

She got down to the wharf, said hello to the bait and tackle guy who gave her a mournful little wave. They got into a little skiff, and she started the engine.

Being from Busan, Shin’s father had had a little boat and he taught her how to start the engine and to steer.

She headed out to sea about a half mile from shore. She felt that was far enough. Pulling the urn from her bag, she unscrewed the top. Each girl took a handful of ash and spread it on the water. She was the last and emptied the urn into her palms. Holding her hands up, the ash was carried away by the wind.

They then said a Buddhist prayer and were finished. They just sat rocking with the water and enjoying the breeze.

“Mom, look!”

Min, the oldest girl, was pointing to the water close to the boat.

Shin looked over the side as both girls rushed to look. She put her hand out.

“Don’t tip us over, okay?”

“Wow, Mom. What a big fish!” Julie cried.

Shin looked. Yes, it was an enormous blue fish. The type she didn’t know.

“Is it going to eat us?”

“Oh, no, I don’t think so,” Shin replied. “I think they eat plants.” Whatever, she thought to herself.

“Wow, it’s so big! It kind of looks like that fish Dad kept talking about,” Min said.

“Yes,” Shin said thoughtfully.  “Yes.”

Yet, there was something about that fish. It had enormous blue eyes that, she could swear, were staring at her. And, it looked, it looked. . . so sad. It reminded her of . . . no, that was foolish. What the hell was she thinking?

She shook herself. “Time to go girls.”

“Oh, Mom. We just got here.”

“I know, but we have things to do. Got to go.”

Rapidly Shin restarted the engine and swung the boat around. The big blue fish didn’t seem to move. It just hung there in the water.

Shin turned her head around and watched the fish until she couldn’t see it anymore.

I don’t think I’m going to come here again, she thought to herself. No, I don’t think I will.

                                                                        THE END

Little Black Book IV

11 Sunday Feb 2024

Posted by webbywriter1 in dating, Fiction, marriage, mystery, romance

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ancient, fishing, romance, writing

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Back home that evening, he was looking forward to a nice home cooked meal and maybe some quiet time with his wife and kids. He got into the apartment. It was unusually quiet.

He went over to the breakfast bar and saw a note in Shin’s hand.

‘Robert, the school was having a parent/kid fun night tonight. Know how much you hate those things. We will be gone a couple of hours. Dinner is in the frig.’

He crumbled the note into a tie little ball and threw it hard at the trash can. He went to get himself a beer and turn on the soccer game.

Tuffy, their little white dog, cocked his head at Robert, but kept to his side of the room.

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The rest of the Professor’s week didn’t get much better. He found himself having lunch more and more often by himself. His feelings were like a slow boiling pot.  Alice was avoiding his calls. He was about to throw the phone away. He couldn’t wait for Saturday so he could go fishing.

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The next Saturday dawned bright and clear. Robert pulled his stuff together and barely spoke to his wife in his hurry to get out the door. She stared after the slammed front door and shook her head.

At the marina he buzzed through the bait shop and got a small order of chum. After getting some help with gear, he hustled out. Jumping in the boat, Bob flung a large, padded bag with a handle into the bottom of the craft. He started the engine and when it roared to life he sped out to the sea.

“Mama, why does Pappa want to catch that fish so badly?” One of the girls asked Shin. Shin put down some darning she was doing and looked at the girl.

“Well, there is an old, old story about a fish. A magical fish. Would you like me to tell you about it?”

“Yes, yes!” the older girl cried, and her little sister came running when she heard there would be a story. The hard-wood floors were heated from the bottom. So, comfortable and hugging soft toys, they both sat crossed legged in front of their mother, eager to hear.

“Well,” Shin began to tell them the story of Yeh-Shen, the Chinese Cinderella.                                                         

In a community of cave-dwellers called Wudoung, there was a beautiful girl named Yeh-Shen. She was not only beautiful but kind, and gifted in many skills. In contrast, her half-sister, Jun-li, was plain-looking, selfish and lazy. Both she and her mother envied the attention the father lavished upon Yeh-Shen. Yeh-Shen’s mother had died years before.

Unfortunately, Yeh-Shen’s father died from a great illness and Yeh-Shen was left alone to live with her step-mother and step-sister in poverty.  With her family so reduced and poor, Yeh-Shen was forced to become a lowly servant and work for her scheming stepmother and envious older sister.  Despite living a life burdened with chores and housework, and suffering endless abuse at her stepmother’s hands, she found solace by up befriending a beautiful, 10-foot-long fish in the lake near her home. The fish was a magical fish with golden eyes and scales and talked to her.  The fish was really the guardian spirit of an old man, sent by her mother, who never forgot her daughter, even beyond the grave.

One day, Jun-li, curious about where Yeh-Shen went every day, followed her to the lake. Hiding behind a tree, the step-sister was surprised to see Yeh-Shen talking to the fish. Angry that Yeh-Shen had found happiness, the girl ran quickly home and told her mother everything. The cruel woman tricked Yeh-Shen into giving her the tattered dress she wore. Disguised, the step-mother went to the lake, caught the fish and served it for dinner for herself and Jun-li.

Yeh-Shen was devastated until the spirit of an old man, her ancestor, in a white robe with white hair, appeared and told her to bury the bones of the fish in four pots and hide each pot at the corners under her bed. The spirit also told her that whatever she needed would be granted if she talked to the bones.

Once in a year, the New Year Festival was celebrated. This was the time for the young maidens to meet potential husbands. Not wishing to spoil her own daughter’s chances, the step-mother forced her stepdaughter to remain home and clean their cave-house. After they had left for the festival, Yeh-Shen was visited by the fish’s spirit again. She made a silent wish to the bones and suddenly found herself clothed in a magnificent gown of sea-green silk, a cloak of kingfisher bird feathers and a pair of golden slippers.

Yeh-Shen went to the festival by foot. Admired by everyone, she particularly enjoyed attention from young men who believed her to be a princess. She enjoyed herself until she realized that her step-sister may have recognized her. Quickly she left the festival and in her hurry, accidentally left behind a golden slipper. Arriving home, she hid her finery and the remaining slipper under her bed. The fish bones lay silent now, however, for they had warned Yeh-Shen not to lose even one of her slippers.

Her step family returned from the festival, talking and laughing. They mentioned a mysterious beauty who appeared at the festival. Although Yeh-Shen was sad, she told them nothing of her adventure.

The golden slipper was found by a local peasant. The man, entranced by the beauty and value of the shoe, hurried to the castle of a nearby king, where he felt certain of a reward. The palace guard paid the man a small token and took the shoe to his master.

The king of the To’Han islets, was ruler of a powerful kingdom covering thousands of small islands. Fascinated by the shoe’s small size, the king issued a royal decree to search to find the maiden whose foot fit into the shoe and proclaimed he would marry that girl. The search extended until it reached the community of the cave-dwellers. Every maiden, including Jun-Li, tried the slipper. But, by some magic, it seemed to shrink its size whenever touching a maiden’s foot. Despondent that he could not find the woman he was searching for; the king made a great pavilion and placed the shoe there on display.

Yeh-Shen stole in the pavilion, late at night to try to retrieve her slipper, but was mistaken as a thief. She was then was brought before the king. There she told him everything about her life, how she lost her friend, the gold-eyed fish, and now her slipper. The king, struck by her gentle nature and beauty despite her circumstances, believed her and allowed her to go home with the slipper. The next day, the prince came back to the meager dwelling and claimed the girl and her golden slipper to be his wife. He took her back to the palace and married her. They were happy ever after.

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“So, girls. What did you think of the story?” Shin finally stopped talking and addressed her two daughter who sat in rapture listening.

“Oh, Mom! We loved it!” They both chorused together, eyes shining.

                                                                                  

In the bay area, south of Busan, Robert was about a mile offshore; he stopped the engine and regrouped. He lifted the black, padded bag with a silver logo on the side. Carefully, he unzipped it and pulled the device out. He balanced it with one hand and smiled. Damn! Amazing what you could get on the Internet these days.

In his hand, it shone in the sunlight. Stainless steel, titanium alloy, five feet long, light in the hand. Razor sharp, it was five feet of instant death. A custom made, harpoon, designed mostly for shark dives, the beauty of the thing sent a shiver down his spine.

Robert had tested and retested the nylon rope coil which was attached to a ring at the end of the harpoon. He even had the guy in the bait shop help him test it. He pulled one way, and the little fat guy pulled the other, and the knot held. Bob always prided himself on his sailor’s knots. Another thing he had learned from his overbearing, Navy father.

“A man is as good as his knot.” The old duffer used to say.

“Ha,” Robert laughed out loud. “I got you now, you little bastard. No one calls me stupid and gets away with it.”

He looped the nylon rope around the ring at the prow of the skiff. He pulled on the double knots again and again. They held.

He laid the harpoon in the hull of the boat and pulled out the rod and reel; baited the hook and threw it in. Just a matter of time, he told himself. Just a matter of time.

It wasn’t too long before there was a tug at the line. He carefully started to reel in the line. He just wanted to get the grouper to the top of the water. He wasn’t interested in hooking it anymore. There was a slight tug, some resistance, but he thought, maybe. . .

There was a splash on the surface.

“Hey, asshole. No, you, over here.”

The man whipped his head around and the big grouper was on the exact opposite side of the boat from his line. What?

“You’re never going to catch me, asshole. You don’t have it in ya.”

We’ll see about that, Robert smiled grimly and almost casually reached into the bottom of the boat. He got a grip on the harpoon.

Quickly, he rose up and pulled back his arm and with all his might, threw the harpoon. There was a thud sound.

An “Ah!” cry came from the water and a pool of blood started to form on the top of the water.

“Ha!” Robert called out with glee. Suddenly, the rope coil started to unwind, going down deep into the water. He tried to grab it but it was going too fast and it burned the palms of his hands. “Ow,” he yelled.

The line got tight against the prow of the boat and the boat started to move in the direction of the line.

“Ah, shit!”

The boat was starting to move more rapidly now. He tried to untie the line, but it was too tight and there was no give. The boat was being pulled and was completely out of his control.

He ran over to the back of the boat to the engine and started it. It came to life and then, for no apparent reason, sputtered and died.

“Jesus!” Robert screamed. But the boat was moving away from shore and there was no one to hear him.

The fat guy in the bait shop waited and waited for Robert to return and tie up his boat. The old guy even went out to the pier and peered around for the little craft but could see nothing.

“Ah, well.” He shrugged his shoulders. “He’s a big boy, I guess he knows what he is doing.” He finally turned off the lights to the shop, locked up and went home.

When Robert did not return home that evening, Shin started to get concerned. She called and called to his cell phone but there was no answer. She started to call around to his various teaching buddies and no one had seen him.

By the next afternoon, she was frantic and called the police. They told her she had to come down and made a written report. Reluctantly, she called her mother to come watch the girls and went to the station.

A hunt was undertaken, and the skiff was found, floating, empty, about two miles offshore. There was no Robert Towne, and no one had seen him.

Shin was at the station, or the police were at her apartment every day for two weeks and there was nothing. She started to run out of tears. They were beginning to talk to her about his being ‘legally dead’. She didn’t want to think about that yet. Not yet.

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Continued Part V

The Little Black Book Pt III

09 Friday Feb 2024

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Back at school on Monday, Robert went to the secretary’s desk to pick up his messages.

“Oh, Professor,” Gina looked up from her computer as he was pawing through the notes. She got up and leaned forward.

“Dean Kim would like a word,” she told him quietly.

His stomach did a little flip-flop. Generally, the Dean would just wander in the office, chat up the girls and meander over to his office to have a sit when he wanted to talk. Called to his office?

He gave the girl a curt nod and grabbed the pink notes and went over to his office, unlocked the door, dumped his things and beat a path to the Dean’s office.

He announced himself to the Dean’s secretary and she motioned him to sit. Dean Kim’s office was a very different affair from much of the rest of the college.

A deep red ceremonial robe was framed in a wood and glass case and hung on the wall. The huge, winged arms were out to the side and the bell-shaped skirt was embroidered with detailed stitching. It was ancient and looked very Chinese. The Dean was a little fuzzy about where he got the garment, stating it ‘had been in the family.’ Robert always wondered about that.

He had seen it many times but still found himself gazing at the gracefully herons in gold and white flying across its front. The secretary offered him coffee. He declined with pursed lips and a wave of his hand.

Don’t need to be any more jacked up than I already am, he mused bitterly.

The phone on the woman’s desk purred and she picked it up. A few soft words were spoken.

“He will see you now, Professor Shi.” She stood and waved him into the inner sanctum.

“Bob, Bob. How are you?” Dean Kim came around the desk and gave Bob a hearty shake. “Come in, come in. Please to sit. Coffee?”

The dean was the only person who called him that. Very American, very familiar. Robert winced everytime he heard it. He declined coffee for the second time, plastered a smile on his face and placed himself in a chair. Kim went back and sat behind his desk.

“How are things? Shin? The kids?” The Dean was cordial.

Jesus, cut to the chase, Robert growled in his mind.

“Fine, fine, Dean, many thanks. You needed to see me?” He smiled again. His face was starting to hurt.

“Ah, yes. Where is it?” The Dean appeared to fumble at his desk a moment, then, pulled open a file. “Yes, here it is. Hum.”

Robert’s fingers were starting to twitch. He stuck his hands under his legs.

“Right, right.” The Dean reviewed the file again. “These Australian teachers.”

“Australian?”

“Yes, yes. Jean and Sally. You remember them, don’t you?”

“Sure.”

“Well, it is a complaint letter and Jean talks about . . . her dog. Something about her dog. You threatened her dog? Maybe my understanding is not so good.”

Robert felt the blood pulsing at his temples. “May I read it, Sir?” he asked through clenched teeth.

“Certainly.” The Dean, a short, little man with impossibly black hair leaned the letter over the desk to Robert.

The professor took it with gentle fingers and skimmed it.

‘…… my dog Roscoe and threatened that he would kill the dog or ‘make him disappear’ if I didn’t get rid of him. Had to put him in an expensive kennel. . . ‘

He grimaced and handed the letter back to the Dean. To his relief, his hand was not shaking.

“. . . I was so surprised; couldn’t believe you would ever do any such thing. . . “

Robert’s mind wandered back to the conversation he had had with the teacher six months before.

“I have told you and told you, Jean, to get that dog off of the campus. It is strictly against the rules, and you know that!”

“But professor, he’s a big dog and it is really hard to find a home for such a large dog.”

“You do it or we will find a permanently solution to the problem and you’ll never see him again!” he thundered at her before slamming down the phone.

“Bob. I mean you would never do anything like that to an animal, would you? I just can’t see it, really.”

Robert’s attention came back into focus. He was back in the room again.

“No, sir. Not at all, misunderstanding. Dean, you’ve been to our home, Shin and I have a dog. Love that animal. Wouldn’t dream of hurting . . .  no, no. Can’t imagine how the woman got an idea like that.” Robert was shaking his head back and forth in a sorrowful manner. “Do you want me to respond to her, Sir?”

“No, no. I will do that.” The Dean sighed and studied his desk. “Just wanted to speak to you first. Get your side, that type of thing. The problem is she sent the letter to the owners of the school and now I have to talk to them about it. Anyway . . .” Dean Kim got up and straightened his tie. The professor towered over the dean and tried hard not to make that too obvious. 

“I’ll take care of it and thank you so much for coming in.”

Robert smiled again thinly, and they shook hands and bowed in usual Korean manner. He escaped from the office as quickly as possible.

Outside he hit the button to the golden elevator doors and was fuming. He got in.

“That bitch. That fucking bitch,” he snarled at his own reflection in the plate glass mirror. “See if I ever give her another job recommendation. She can rot in fucking hell!” He stormed out as soon as the doors were open. His face was dark with fury and students scattered from his path.

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The next day, close to lunch time, the professor was down in the teacher’s office picking up his mail. Jack was fluttering around chatting with teachers. Bob signaled to him with a finger.

“Lunch?” he asked as Jack came over.

“Oh, lunch.” Jack seemed to be uncertain. “Ah. . .” he stuttered.

“What? Can you do lunch or not?”

“Well, one of the teachers was having problems putting the mid-term together and I promised to meet downstairs in the student cafeteria to go over it.”

The professor stared at him a moment. “Right. No problem. I’ll just pick something up myself.”

Jack thought a second. “You want to join us?”

The professor looked down at him. “No, I hate that place. Their food is lousy.”

“Ah, sure, sure,” Jack stumbled a reply. “Just wanted to ask.”

“Yeah,” the professor turned back to his stack of mail and started to read it. “Talk to you later,” he turned to leave.

“Sure thing,” Jack replied with a nervous little laugh.

The professor stomped back up the stairs. Is he bullshitting me? He thought to himself. Maybe it’s one of the female teachers and he’s trying to get a date.

Good luck, he’ll need it. He chuckled and let himself into his office.

He went to get on the computer and check emails.

I think I’ll go down there at lunch to get something to go. See who he is really talking to. Maybe ‘ol Jack will want some dating advice. He laughed again to himself.

Robert scrolled through his messages and stopped. There was one from Cutie Pie.

What? He had told her to never email him. That was their rule. What the fuck?

‘Dear, Professor Shi. Just a note to tell you I cannot make it this next Thursday. Something has come up. Kiss, kamshamnida‘

He could feel his blood pressure rising again. Yanking the middle drawer open, he pulled out the burner phone and called Alice. There was no answer. He let it ring and ring. Nothing. He almost threw it across the room. Controlling himself, he placed it back in the drawer and closed it softly.

“Son of a bitch,” he said to the air, teeth grinding.

At noon time, he buttoned up his office again and stomped down the stairs to the student cafeteria. He ordered a to-go and waited impatiently. He kept looking around to see if he could see Jack, but there was nothing but a sea of student faces. He grabbed his tray and took it outside to get some air.

The noise and racket these students made. Unbelievable. He bolted his food and got up to leave. Just as he was about to walk out of the patio area, he saw Jack with a younger, newer teacher in tow. The teacher was a male.

Onward Christian soldiers, Robert thought with a little sneer and went to take a walk.

Somehow, after twenty minutes of walking, his path led him by the student bookstore.

I won’t go in, he thought, that wouldn’t be smart. Wouldn’t look good. Just walk by.

He was almost by the store when he noticed a couple in a little alcove out to the front of the store. They were smoking. The girl looked familiar, but her back was turned to him. She was laughing and talking to another young student, a boy.  Bob slowed down his pace. He couldn’t quite tell.

Then the girl turned her head to blow out some smoke.

Shit! It was Alice. Talking and carrying on with some asshole. Damn it to hell! He had an almost uncontrollable impulse to go over and interrupt them. He had to physically stop himself and breath in and out several times.

Finally, he didn’t want her to see him, he turned and went back the other way.

“That fucking bitch,” he mumbled to himself over and over again. “That fucking bitch!” He was so furious he kept walking just to get himself to calm down. Only when he felt like he was in control did he return to the office.

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Continued Part IV

The Little Black Book – Part II

09 Friday Feb 2024

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It was Monday and the professor was having lunch with some of the guys at the Korean restaurant close to school. They could walk there and get back for class, no problem.

“I’m telling you it was.”

“Ah, Professor, those glasses need to be checked?” Jack grinned and took a pull on his beer.

“This big,” the professor pulled his very long arms out to demonstrate.

“Bullshit,” the Irishman said. “Those fish don’t even get up in these waters. I think they’re in Australia.” He stabbed some kimchi with his chop sticks.

“The only bullshit around here is that phony Irish accent of yours,” big Al from Chicago replied.

“It ain’t phony,” the Irishman answered. “It’s the real thing. Ask any of the gorls.”

“Speaking of which,” Al speared some noodles, “what happened to your fat girlfriend?”

“Got rid of fat number one and got fat number two,” Irish replied. “Fat girls are always very . . ..”

“Eager?”

“Ready?”

“Willing?”

“Grateful,” Irish said, “and,” he rolled his eyes, “appreciative.” The men all laughed.

“How’s that going with you?” Jack asked the professor with his eyebrows raised.

“I told you not to bring that up,” his boss replied in a low growl.

“Oh, sorry.” Jack flushed pink and took a big swig of beer.

“Anyway,” the professor continued with his fish story, “going out next weekend, anybody wants to go.”

The others shifted uncomfortably and glanced at each other.

“Don’t know, boss, lesson plans, you know.”

“Birthday party.”

“Korean lessons.”

“Whatever.” Robert finished his coke. He didn’t usually drink liquor at lunch. Made him sleepy and off the mark when he got back to the office.

“Time.” The professor tapped on the face of his watch with a finger.

The teachers all hurriedly called to the waitress and settled their bills. They trouped after the boss back to campus.

“Jack, get me those names for the mid-term evaluations. It’s next week.”

“Right, Professor. I’ll get those right over.” Jack turned to go.

The professor grabbed him by the arm.

“And don’t bring up her name again,” he looked tight-lipped at Jack.

“Sure, Professor. My mistake.” A little bead of sweat was on Jack’s upper lip.

Robert let go of his arm and nodded. He turned and went back into the admin building and up the stairs.

I got to use the bathroom, Jack thought to himself.

Upstairs, the Professor stopped at the secretary’s desk and picked up messages. For a Monday it was quiet.

He returned to his office, shut the door and locked it. Sitting at his desk, he opened the middle drawer and pulled out a small phone. He could see there were messages he hadn’t read yet.

He read the messages and smiled. Dialing out, a woman answered on the second ring.

“Hi, it’s me.” The professor lowered his voice.

********

“Yeah, missed you too. You know, stupid birthday parties, work reports. Usual.”

**********

“Yeah, this week. Maybe Thursday. I’ll have the car. No, I’ll drive by the gym. Usual place.”

*********

“I don’t care about your damn hair. Just be ready.”

*********

“No, I do love you. Do not come over here. We talked about that.”

*********

“Maybe I’ll stop by the bookstore just to say hi.”

*********

“If I don’t, will see you on Thursday. Okay, ‘till then.”

*********

He disconnected and then stared at the phone a minute. A smile played on his lips as he thought about her. There really was nothing like a girl in her twenties.

Carefully, he put the phone away and closed the drawer. Getting up he went and unlocked the door. Leaning out, he checked to see if there was anyone in the hall. Just some students. He let out a little breath. Just making the phone calls was half the excitement.

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Back home that evening the Professor told his wife about the staff meeting on Thursday.

“Yeah, these idiots need a lot of training,” he told her.

Shin looked at her husband uncertainly.

“Robert, Thursday is after-school night. Did you forget?”

He looked at her blankly.

“Well, shit. Why do they have to do it on some weird night like Thursday? Don’t they know people are busy. Why not do it on a Monday so it’s easier to remember. God.”

She flinched. “I told you last week about it.”

“Must have slipped my mind. Sorry, darling. I’ll see what I can do. I sent out the memo already. Maybe we can change it.”

She looked down at her paperwork and took a breath.

“Of course, do what you can. They would like you to be there.”

The professor cursed under his breath.

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Robert told his wife he needed a walk and would take the dog. He got the leash and the fluffy white thing they called a canine and went down the stairs.

It was cold and windy outside, and he huddled inside his jacket. He walked as far as the little park down the street from the apartment. His cell was in his pocket. Alice’s number was not on the phone directory, but he knew it by heart.

“.  . . need you to get away on Wednesday instead.”

******

“Since when did you have a class on Wednesday? You didn’t tell me about that. Well, how about Friday?”

******

“What the fuck study group?” his voice was starting to rise.

********

“Yes, I know mid-terms are coming. You’re telling me that? Like I don’t know. This is bullshit, Alice. I’m not sure you have your priorities straight.”

*******

“No, don’t apologize. Just figure out who’s important in your life is all.”

********

“No, we’re done. Later.” He hung up the phone with a click. He yanked the dog’s leash and dragged him back to the apartment building.

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That Sunday, Shin was at church with the girls and Robert was down at the marina again. He had gotten that new hook and stopped at the bait shop.

“Yoboseyo, Chin Shi.” He called out.

“Haseyo, Professor Shi,” the bait man replied. “Big fish today?”

Bob nodded. “Need lots of chum today.”

He was over at the refrigerator and pulled out two beers, water and a wrapped Asian roll. He had been in such a hurry to leave home; he had forgotten to stock up.

“Sure, sure.” The bait man, a fat, fifty-something guy with worn and dirty pants and shirt, hurried to fill the bucket.

Bob put down his money.

“Little cold today,” the bait man offered.

Bob yanked his thumb under the lapel of his heavy jacket.

“I’m good.”

“You get that fish today, Professor Shi?”

“Today,” Robert nodded. “Today.” He turned and clumped down to the wharf and threw everything into the skiff and jumped in after.

Sitting in the skiff, he started the engine and undid the rope coil to the dock.

“Today is the day for that little bastard.” He clenched his jaw.

Two hours later, the sun was up in the sky and the warmth was making him sleepy. His line was in the water, and he had caught one small fish. In disgust, he threw it back.

He had eaten the Asian roll and finished off both beers. Hat was tilted over his eyes; Robert was almost dozing off, leaning against the side of the boat as it gently rocked with the current.

There was a soft splash and then some saltwater hit him in the face. He jerked up.

“Hey, asshole.”

Robert yanked up straight and looked wildly around. Was someone trying to get on his boat? Where were they?

“Dickhead, you. Down here.”

He blinked his eyes and then, slowly, leaned over the edge of the boat.

“Jesus!” the man exclaimed.

The grouper was next to his boat, treading water. Robert grabbed his rod.

“Oh, forget that you idiot.”

The rod and reel dropped with a clang to the bottom of the boat. The professor’s eyes got big, and his mouth hung open.

Did that fish just talk to me? He rubbed his eyes with both hands and stared.

“Yes, I did.” The fish seemed to be answering him. “You’re just a real regular idiot, aren’t you? Isn’t that what your father used to call you? Idiot on stork legs?”

Robert’s mouth worked but nothing came out.

“Cat got your tongue, idiot?”

“How-how-how did you. . .?”

“I know a lot of things. A lot of things in general and really a lot of things about you in particular. Like, you’re a real regular asshole. Your wife hates you, your kids are terrified of you, your girlfriend . . . “

“What!” Robert’s head was spinning. A talking fish.

“Yeah. Talking fish. Pretty cool huh? Bet they don’t have that in the States, huh?”

The man sat down hard on the bench.

“What-what-what. . .?”

“What do I want? Well, hum.” The fish swam around a couple of times. “Let me think about that. Maybe I’m feeling generous, and I came to give you a heads up.”

“Heads up?”

“Yeah. Heads up on account of you’re a jerk, buddy. Big time.”

Robert stared at the fish, speechless.

Another squirt of water hit him in the face.

“Hey, wake up. I don’t got all day.”

“So . …?”

“People don’t like you, Professor. Do they? Cause you’re a mean jerk.”

Robert seemed to come to himself.

“No, no. Ah, ah. . .  I run a tight ship is all. A lot of people don’t like that. They have no discipline, no ethics, no moral code. They are used to getting something for nothing and doing nothing for it. I make people earn their money!” The man was starting to get indignant.

“Ah, bullshit. You’re a crap boss and you have all the employees tattling on each other and ratting each other out. All the time, Professor. All the time!”

“How would you know? You’re just a fish. I have built the department up from the ground floor. It was nothing when I got here. I have made something of the place. And the school has never been doing better.”

“You’re fooling yourself, asshole. They tolerate you because you get results. Regardless of the cost.”

“Of course, I get results. I am known for that.” Roberts’s chin went up.

“You’re known for being the biggest asshole around.”

“So, what?” He replied. “We’re getting our funding, and the students are making the grades.”

“And your employees are drinking themselves to death. Did you ever think about that, Professor? Hum? That little, tiny thought ever cross your pea brain?”

“What they drink or don’t drink is not my problem.” Robert was pulling in his line.

“Yeah, well, that’s one way of looking at it.”

“They are adults, they make their own choices,” Robert replied primly.

“I’m getting tired of talking to you, idiot,” the fish replied.

“I don’t know what you expect,” Robert told him.

There was a splash. “As long as you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting.” The voice trailed away and with another slap of the tail against the water, the fish disappeared.

Robert stared at where the fish had been.

Am I losing my mind? He thought to himself. About to cast the line again, he decided against it and stowed his gear. Restarting the engine, he headed for shore. Looking back over his shoulder, he could see no sign of the fish.

I am not telling anyone about this, he promised himself, shaking his head. No one.

Continued Part III

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Little Black Book – Pt I

08 Thursday Feb 2024

Posted by webbywriter1 in Fiction, Jobs and the workplace, marriage, mystery, romance, South Korea

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   Courtney Webb

There was a timid knock on the dark glass paneled door.

“Enter.”

The door opened slowly, and a young woman stuck her head around the corner.

Her boss, seated at his desk at the far end of his office, waved her in.

“Come in, Tracy.”

The young lady, about thirty years old, in a conservative navy-blue dress got herself around the door and entered. The room was a long, box-car affair with huge windows at the far end.  Korean farmland could be seen from these second story windows.

There was one round table, with chairs close to the door. All along both walls were stacks and stacks of brown paper envelopes tied with rubber bands and string. They were placed on top of each other in rows and were falling over on top of each other. A large bookshelf with textbooks was to one side.

She advanced slowly to the desk and stood. 

“You asked me to come see you, Professor?”

“Sit down please.”

She finally sat on a hard-industrial chair in front of his desk. She tried to keep emotion off her plain, ordinary face. She needed this job.

He looked at his computer screen.

“I see you have been having some problems with the language lab.”

“Problems?”

“Yes, one of your co-workers reported the problems to me.” The professor had cold blue eyes that seem magnified by thick glasses. They glinted at her.

“Co-worker?”

“Yes, don’t ask me who it is because I can’t tell you. One of your students, Young Jin Chin, apparently came to the lab and was completely confused about the directions you had given him.”

“Confused?”

“Yes, he got the assignment completely mixed up. Your coworker was required to spend a lot of time getting this student straightened out. He is your student, right?”

“Well, yes, but . . ..”

“This is unacceptable. You are going to have to make more effort to be understood by your students. You realize that they are not native-speakers, right?” A thin to lean man, he had a wide mouth, full of teeth. There was not a hint of a smile.

“Well, of course I do, Professor. I don’t really know how he  . ..”

“Well, there’s that.” He waved a large, boney hand dismissively. “I have also been having reports about your overusing the copier. We have limited quantities of paper and ink. This isn’t America, Tracy, we have budget constraints here. You will have to keep those in mind to make it at this school.”

“Well, yes sir. I will certainly keep those in mind. I  …”

“Fine. I hope I make myself clear and we understand each other. You can go now.”

“I . . .” Tracy closed her mouth, stood up, smoothed down her skirt. “Thank you, Professor.” Her face was red.

She turned and walked stiffly out of the office.  She quietly closed the door, her shadow could be seen for a moment behind the large, stenciled letters: Prof. Robert Towne, Department Head – English Language.

The professor turned back to his computer. He made some entries. ‘Advisement of new teacher Tracy on language lab and over consumption of paper.’ He hit the enter button and closed the app labelled “Black Book.”

There was another knock on the door.

“Enter.”

Another teacher showed up in the Professor’s office. Jack, an older teacher, Australian, a very Hail-fellow-well-met kind of guy.

“Prof, lunch? That new restaurant has some killer brews.”

“You buying?”

Jack winced. Those student loans are killing me, he thought. He swallowed.

“Sure, no problem. Just don’t drink too much!” He gave a hollow laugh.

“Okay, meet you downstairs in about ten. Your car, right?”

“Yup, my car.”

“Good, you know I still ride that bus every day. Got to save every penny.”

Jack made a little salute. “I’ll be out there.” He turned and left.

The professor closed down his computer. He pulled out a ring of keys and turned the locks on his drawers and then pulled at each one; double checking they were locked.

Satisfied, he got up and grabbed his jacket. A tall man, over 6’3”, he was easily one of the tallest people around campus. He got to his office door, locked the knob and pulled the door closed. He pulled on the handle to be sure it was locked. Looking up and down the hall first; he then stepped into the next office.

“Gina, lunch.” He waved at one of the secretaries and she nodded at him.

With that, he walked around the corner and took the stairs double-time down to the parking lot. He waved at Jack and folded himself in the little car. They were off.

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It was a Saturday afternoon in the Asian fall, one of those breezy, slightly wind-swept days that make a person want to run outside and kick leaves.

High up in the deluxe three-bedroom, two bath apartment Shin was speaking to her husband.

“But, Robert, they asked specifically for you. They really would like you to come to the party.”

“Oh, I know it Shin, but look at this paperwork.”

Robert, the professor, picked up a stack of papers and dramatically let them fall through his fingers. A look of resignation on his face.

“But … “

“I just have to get this done, Hun. I’m sorry.”

Her arms akimbo, Shin shook her head. With an audible sigh she said, “I’ll just have to tell them you’re busy.”

She turned and went to gather up their two daughters, Min and Julie. The girls were hovering in the background, sweaters on and gifts tucked under arms. Silently they watched the conversation. They knew better than to say anything.

Disappointment on their faces, they followed their mother out. The door closed quietly behind Shin.

The professor could hear the elevator doing down. He fiddled at his computer a few more minutes then went and stood at the big glass window that faced out.

He could see puffy clouds chasing each other across the sky. Rain? He thought to himself.

He could see Shin downstairs hustling the girls into the hatch-back and checking that their seatbelts were on. Then, getting into the car, starting it up and carefully pulling out of the space and driving out of the driveway.

“Always such a safe driver,” he commented to the air.

Going back to the computer he entered a few keys and popped up a screen that said ‘Tracker.’ He turned it on, and a little red dot appeared. The dot moved and followed his wife’s progress down the street to the main road.

The professor had placed the GPS tracking device under the carriage of her car some months before. Handy, these things. Amazing what you can get on the Internet these days, he thought to himself.

With a satisfied smile, he watched until he knew she was well on her way. He restacked his papers, printed out a report that he had completed at the office the previous day and placed it on top of the stack.

Just in case she comes snooping around. He gave the stack a little pat and did a big stretch. Tall but very lean, he was like a big cat surveying his domain. He closed out the computer and put it on ‘shut down’ just in case curious fingers decided to go walking while he was away. Then, checking the closet, he got out a heavy rain jacket, a hat and some waders.

In the fridge he pulled out two beers, a bottle of water and put them in a small igloo container. Checking the apartment one last time, he decided to leave a note.

“Hun, got my report done and went to the gym. See you back at dinner time. Love, Robert.”

He took the stairs down to his car for exercise. In the parking garage, he opened the trunk to check all his fishing gear was there. It was neatly placed in the carry bag to include rod, reels, the tackle box with flies and a cushion. He was ready to go.

The professor got on the highway and went the opposite direction of his wife, to the marina. Their apartment complex was conveniently located halfway to the university where he worked, and the marina, where he kept his skiff.

Busan, South Korea, was known for its fishing and the professor had grown to love this location just for that. They had had a little argument when he wanted to buy the boat. Something about college funds.

“Shin, the girls are four and six. There will be plenty of time for that. Let’s enjoy today. They’ll love getting out on the water.”

And they had, the two times their father had taken them.

Hey! Foot-loose and fancy free, Robert thought to himself. No wife, no kids. The boat all to himself. This is the life!

At the dock, he stopped at his regular bait shop and got some fresh bait and some bim-bim-bap Asian rolls for lunch. He gave the owner 5,000 Won.

“No wife today, Bob Shi?” the owner asked with a wink.

“No, aniyo.” The Professor looked sad.

“Too bad, Bob Shi.” They both laughed like boys out of school.

Still chuckling, the Professor made his way down the creaky wooden ramp to his little skiff.

 It wasn’t much. But, still, way more than I would ever be able to afford in the States, he nodded to himself. Thinking about the prices in San Diego, he shook his head. His brother Bill kept him apprised of the cost of housing and everything else that was going up.

“Think I’ll be staying a little longer, Bro,” the professor had told him.

“Can’t blame you man, if I had the least amount of interest in teaching, I might do what you’re doing,” Bill replied.

“Well, different strokes buddy. Say hello to Mom for me.”

“Say hello yourself, asshole, why don’t you give her a call?”

“I will. Been busy, you now, all these employees, the wife, kids. . ..”

“Right guy, that and more, huh?” Bill chuckled.

“No idea what you’re talking about,” his brother answered with an indignant tone.

“Okay, okay, tiger. Keep your hair on,” Bill was quick to appease his older brother. “What she doesn’t know, won’t hurt her, huh? Call Mom, right?”

“Sure, talk to you later.” Robert hung up the phone.

They rang off. Robert did call his mother. On her birthday, three months later.

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The professor was out on the water and the rain clouds, threatening earlier, had blown away. It was a little cool, but he liked that and anyway, he had his jacket.

He had finished off the bim-bim-bap and one beer and was starting on the second beer. He was hoping for a couple of carp or small sea bass. If he caught one, he would just tell Shin he had stopped at the store to get them for dinner. She’d never know.

The sun was starting to get a little lower in the sky and he was almost nodding off, leading back against one of the braces. He saw a flicker off the corner of the boat, a tail, something blue.

He came awake and sat up and readjusted his glasses. Was it just a reflection of something? No, definitely, there it was again, going the other direction. From the size of the tail fin it looked big. Shark? In this far? He didn’t think so.

Still, he pulled in his line and rebaited the hook with the last bit of chum out of his tackle box. He cast it out in the water. He stood up to get the line out as far as possible. Then he sat and waited. Starting to feel some excitement, he had never caught any really big fish.

Wow! There it was again, a flick of the tail and a little closer. He pulled the line taunt. There was a tiny tug. Whoa! He gripped the line tighter, yes, that was a definite pull. He pulled the line tighter and tried to pull it toward the boat. This fish was fighting. Jesus! It was a big one.

Back and forth they went for several minutes. The professor, a strong man, was starting to get sweaty and tired. Wait till I tell the guys back at school. They won’t believe it!

Suddenly, the line went completely slack. He waited and waited. The clock ticked by, twilight was just starting to settle. Finally, with a note of disgust, he pulled the line back into the boat. He looked at the hook. The chum was gone, and his nice hook was bent.

“Shit!” His favorite hook. He undid the tie and threw the damaged hook in the water. He started the outboard and was turning it around when there was a ‘splash’ sound off to the side. He turned and saw what looked to be a grouper come up to the top of the water, catch a fly and go down again.

He rubbed his eyes. One more time the fish came up to the surface, grabbed another insect.

“Ha, ha!” The fish was gone again.

Robert stared after the fish. Did he just hear laughing? He grabbed the bottle of beer and shook it. Empty. The other one too. He touched his forehead lightly.

“I’ll be damned.” He gunned the motor and headed for shore. “Son of a bitch.” He was planning the next time he would come back. He’d have a much bigger hook and larger bait. He was going to get that bastard.

Continued – Part II

The Death of the Manly Man in America

18 Monday Sep 2023

Posted by webbywriter1 in aging, exercise, families, Jobs and the workplace, marriage

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The Death of the Manly Man in America

Recently, I was at my favorite soup and sandwich place, enjoying lunch outside with the warm sunshine and light breezes. The patio area is popular with patrons and many people sit there. As I was downing my tomato basil and bread, perusing my I-Phone, I could not help but overhear the conversation of the white-haired couple one table over. It looked like a man and his wife; however, it could have been sister and brother. Since she did all the talking, it was difficult to tell.

The conversation had started before I sat and went on for some time as I was there. The subject seems to have been a young man (son?) and the rendition of a very long laundry list of items concerning his job. The items were the distance, the cost of gas, the repairs on his car, situations with co-workers, etc. etc. (her voice dropped). However, the list continued and continued. There was a final wrap up where she concluded that ‘he quit the job and now is working part time here and there and that gives him more freedom to ….’ I lost the last bit. The man during this monologue said not so much as two words. They finally concluded lunch and left. I sat in thought for a few minutes thinking about what I had just heard. This was probably a son or grandson she had been talking about. In retrospect, it was the biggest pile of BS concerning why someone didn’t want a full-time job I had heard in sometime. The sad part is that the woman appeared to accept these long-winded explanations completely and the man didn’t bother to disagree with her. (Does he?)

One week earlier, I had been at a favorite coffee spot having an early coffee. I was again checking messages on my phone while sipping. Another couple was off to the side. A young man, early 30’s with a older male companion. The conversation between the two of them went on and on; with, mind you, the younger man doing most of the talking. Again, proximity made it difficult to not hear. The young man is apparently involved in developing computer game designs. The dialogue about his efforts to be ‘successful’ and get ‘established’ went on for three-quarters of an hour. The game design was peppered with many stories of moving from place to place. Sleeping on his sister’s sofa; moving back down here, etc. etc. I was getting tired of hearing him ramble and the older man finally interjected a few encouraging words, which, like jet fuel, set the young man off again. It was still going on when I had to run out and go take care of some of my work business.

There appears to be a kind of unspoken consensus among people my age, that young people (a lot younger than us!) need to have a lot of ‘space’ in order to be ‘creative.’ The idea of having a plain regular job doesn’t seem to appeal. Somehow, ‘regular’ work kills all creative flame. God forbid you consider getting married and having children. Yikes! Those thoughts in mind, I would like to touch lightly upon the careers of some of my favorite guys and how they handled things in their day. Let’s see if ordinary ‘conventions’ killed the spark.

Charles John Huffam Dickens, 1812-1878 (58)

Married to Catherine Hogarth in 1836 and had 9 surviving children.

Collins, Philip, 8/28/23, Britannica., quote retrieved from Internet. https://www.britannica.com/biography/Charles-Dickens-British-novelist/Novels-from-Bleak-House-to-Little-Dorrit.

Married in his twenties to the mother of his children, Dickens had his problems with the marriage.

“This comes from the correspondence with Forster in 1854–55, which contains the first admissions of his marital unhappiness; by 1856 he was writing, “I find the skeleton in my domestic closet is becoming a pretty big one”; by 1857–58, as Forster remarked, an “unsettled feeling” had become almost habitual with him, “and the satisfactions which home should have supplied, and which indeed were essential requirements of his nature, he had failed to find…”

Regardless of this, Dickens was one of the most prolificate, creative and influential writers of our age. He wrote for newspapers, journals; did essays, novels, short stories and poetry. He was in life and of life for the whole of his career. He was popular with the public and had good earnings.

He was one of the most creative and respected writers of his and our time. All the while, as indicated, being married, having a large family and supporting them (and some relatives.)

Of course, in those days, large families were common. Today, couples and individuals have many more options. A blessing or a curse?

Arthur Conan Doyle 1859-1930

https://www.britannica.com/biography/Arthur-Conan-Doyle- Philip Wilson,update Internet 8/8/23.

Doyle went to school at Edinburgh University and graduated with a degree in medicine and became a practicing physician. In 1885 he married Louisa Hawkins and they had two children. After her death, he remarried Jean Lecke and they had three children.

Doyle started off as a doctor but started to write his famous detective stories for The Strand and became famous in a short period of time. He continued to be a prolific writer for the rest of his life. He wrote short stories, novels, and essays on political subjects. He was knighted for service in South Africa during the Boer War.

Mark Twain – Samuel L Clemens  1835-1910

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_Twain, Internet, 8/14/23.

Twain was married to Olivia Langdon in 1870; they had four children. Twain was famous during his own lifetime for short stories (The Celebrated Jumping Frog of Calaveras County.) His novels, Adventures of Tom Sawyer and Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, for some. He was a celebrated essayist and speaker. He was invited to do world tours and was famous for his wit and political satire.

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It would appear that these extremely famous and prolific writers/speakers were able to be married, have children, work at their craft and support their families. So, what has happened to change all that? Is it just our ‘modern’ attitudes? We have clearly had a revolution with modern birth control methods that drastically alter the choices couples have about having children or not. Is this real freedom or the freedom to remain children forever and never grow up?

I certainly cannot say.

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No, do not let your Two-Year use your cell phone!

10 Sunday Sep 2023

Posted by webbywriter1 in families, kids, marriage, stress, teenagers

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More and more when I am in restaurants and other places, I am seeing young mothers, with very small children, allowing the child to ‘use’ the cell phone or else, buying them electronic devices of their own to use. Seems great, right? The kid is entertained, you are free to a) eat b) talk to your friends c) be on your cell phone. Great? Not great. Remember the days when every restaurant had coloring placemats and crayons? Your kids would spend a lot of time coloring the cows and cowboys all kinda wierd colors. Remember how proud they were of that. You worked hard to smile and said “Beautiful, darling!”

FYI parents; the purple cows and pink cowboys will eventually become pink and purple butterflys, with brown houses in greeen lawns. Those with become cats, dogs and horses and those will become…..wait for it…people. This process, and it is a process, is called creativity and yes, surprise, surprise, it does have to be ‘developed.’ When your kid is watching a cartoon, playing a computer game, watching movies and TV shows, they are watching something created by someone else. Not them. This is a very passive activity that doesn’t do much for them except fill time.

Social skills: as a teacher, I see in the classroom a growing lack of basic social skills between students. A lot of this was extremely aggravated by Covid, but the constant presence of cell-phones and their addiction is not helping.

The never-ending, unreal world of not only TV but Facebook: In case you have not seen the movie Barbie, I would recommend it. Barbie starts off very happy in a very fantasy world. It’s not real and neither is she. Facebook pages are filled to the brim with wonderfully happy people living wonderfully happy lives in a kind of never, never, land. As an adult, with pretty good self-esteem and judgment, I can get jealous and envious of others and start feeling bad about myself. Kids and teens don’t stand a chance as they have little life experience to compare to these perfect vignettes to. So, no, don’t let small children use cell phones and other electronic devices. Also, pay close attention to how much ‘total time’ your older children are spending on the same devices.

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Yes, your smartphone habit is affecting your kid—here’s how

We’ve all spent countless hours lost in emails or Instagram, but experts are worried that when we’re connecting online, we’re connecting less with our kids.

BY CARISSA HALTONUPDATED JUL 27, 2020Yes, your smartphone habit is affecting your kid—here's how

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“Well, when can we go?” My three kids, ages six, nine and 12, stood before me with frustrated faces, as though they’d been waiting a long time for an answer.

“Go where?” I asked. My eyes fought to look up from my tiny phone screen and then struggled to refocus on their faces.

“To the pool! Mom, you were looking for the pool hours.”

I’m not sure how long it had been since I picked up my phone for the search. My various apps and notifications had led me deep down digital rabbit holes. Dozens of times a day, as I walk, eat and parent, my phone distracts me and, embarrassingly, the kids are starting to notice.

Child psychologists are also noticing, and they’re concerned—not for me, but for my kids.

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Our tech tools have become essential for our work, play and comfort. My phone is my research assistant, as well as my yoga teacher. It gets me to meetings on time, reminds me to call the dentist, deposits cheques, encourages me to take deep breaths—it even tracks my hormone cycles so that I only have to experience them, not be attuned to them.

But these devices aren’t as benign as we all thought when we opened their stiff boxes and gloried in the shiny glass screens in which we could check our lipstick. They have been designed to capture our attention and keep us coming back to monitor the popularity of our status, read our most recent notifications and find out the latest trending stories. We pick up our phones as many as 150 times per day, creating short interruptions in our real-world relationships. This has experts wondering: Are smartphones impeding the critical human connections that for millennia have been the primary way parents have transferred rules, skills and social norms to the next generation?

Devices are interfering with development

Humans learn best through person-to-person, in-the-flesh interactions. Jeanne Williams, a child psychologist and play therapist based in Edmonton, explains that this interaction-based learning begins long before a child is verbal. At birth, a baby’s brain has a hun­dred billion neurons, most of which are not connected. The neurons begin to form connections with one another when the child engages with their parents and others around them—for instance, when a baby smiles and their parent smiles back, or a baby cries and a parent responds with a hug.

These types of reciprocal exchanges are known as “serve and return” interactions, because they work like a game in which a ball is volleyed back and forth. The child sends a signal, and the parent responds. Serve and return helps connect neurons in the brain to support language and communication skills, and as a child grows, these interactions help them learn emotional control, as well as important non-verbal emotional cues (for instance, what anger and happiness look like). The more responsive we are to their elemental attempts at communication, Williams says, “the more they learn the world is a pretty safe place.”

But for all of this learning to happen, the “served” communication must be promptly “returned.” While I’m no sports fan, even I know there is no game if one team stops bumping back. And that’s exactly what happens when our devices interrupt our interactions with our kids. Researchers at Boston University School of Medicine observed that when parents were distracted by a device at dinner, they had 20 percent less conversation with their kid and 39 percent fewer non-verbal interactions.

The tech interruptions start early on in our relationships with our kids, disrupting even little things like eye contact. And the consequences are real. University of Cambridge researchers have found that when mom and baby lock eyes, their brainwave patterns sync up so that scans of their brain activity look very similar. Researchers concluded that gaze powerfully signals to the baby that mom is available and interested in communicating, and the baby in turn will make more vocalizations and greater attempts to interact.

So when breastfeeding moms use devices to pass the time, lactation consultants are worried they’re missing those critical bonding opportunities that come from looking their babies in the eye. It’s true that texting or social scrolling can connect us to friends and family at a time when we’re isolated and feeding on the couch, but by getting lost in notifications and never-ending pictures of other people’s super cute babies, we miss out on the connection our babies may be trying to have with us.

Missed opportunities continue as our children begin to process emotion through conversation. “Often, the effect of looking down at a screen can eliminate the opportunity and space kids need to say what’s on their mind,” warns Williams. That’s why, when I drive the kids to school and activities, and have no distractions, they become exponentially more open to sharing stories about their day.

As kids grow, being available and responsive also helps them learn emotional regulation. “When a kid is distressed and you completely ignore them, their distress is going to grow,” Williams says. “They won’t build neural pathways that teach them how to soothe themselves.”

The inconsistent and unpredictable responses that often evolve from tech distraction (sometimes I ignore you; sometimes I don’t) can be especially harmful to kids. Tracy Dennis-Tiwary, professor of psychology at Hunter College and the Graduate Center of the City University of New York, decided to measure the effect. She had parents self-report their normal technology use and their child’s temperament. The children whose parents used their phones more had a harder time reconnecting with their parents and displayed fewer signs of happiness and curiosity overall. What this means for kids’ emotional health later in life is of concern to Dennis-Tiwary: “If we disrupt our one-on-one time by disappearing into our smartphones, then they will learn to disconnect in similar ways.” She fears that parents’ cellphone use is teaching kids that technological distraction is the way to handle boredom and negative feelings. “If our children learn to navigate these challenging moments with devices, they may have fewer and less flexible strategies at their disposal to cope with day-to-day social ups and downs.”

And if this weren’t enough to jolt me from my scrolling-induced reverie, there are also the physical consequences of distracted parenting. One study matched hospital data against the slow rollout of 3G cell networks in the US. When cell service became available, local hospitals reported a 10 percent spike in emergency room visits for kids under six. The study’s author argued that it wasn’t because kids were involved in riskier activities; it was because parents were distracted.

Competing for attention

It’s not like distracted parenting is new. From constantly watching for predators in our early cave-dwelling days to dealing with gruelling work weeks during the Industrial Revolution, parents have always had activities that pulled their focus from their kids. Tech-induced distraction is also not new—parents of previous generations had car radios and sports on TV. However, today’s technology is designed to draw us in and follow us wherever we go. Vast amounts of money and science go into playing on our vulnerabilities in order to attract and keep our attention. Unfortunately, it seems to have a detrimental effect on our ability to focus on anything else. In fact, according to one study, my goldfish now has a longer attention span than I do.

With such a well-funded and successful campaign to capture our attention, how can our kids compete? They try. Brandon McDaniel, assistant professor in Human Development and Family Science at Illinois State University, has studied “technoference,” as he has dubbed it, since 2012. In a recent study published in Pediatric Research, he observed that the more parents were distracted by tech, the more kids acted out. But it didn’t stop there; it became a cycle. As kids acted out, parents became stressed, and when parents were stressed, they turned to technology, which, of course, only led to more acting out. He empathizes with parents who are just responding to pressure in our hyper-connected world, but he feels it is important to sound the alarm: “We are allowing tech to interfere with our relationships, and that feeds back into how our children are doing.” Don’t I know it: My kids get louder, get closer, grab my chin and suddenly, I pay attention—but usually it is only to ask them to settle down.

Scaling back screen time

While I can’t give up my phone, I want to manage my distraction. McDaniel suggests I start with analyzing my phone use. By downloading a few apps (I tried Moment, Mute and RealizD, but Apple’s iOS 12 also has a Screen Time feature), I’ve been able to track my usage and the number of times I pick it up. The analytics tell a story about my emotional, social and professional reliance on my phone. I’m most vulnerable to being distracted by my phone after I post on social media or in the late afternoon when I’m tired from the day (and, unfortunately, just when my kids return from school).

McDaniel says we have to take the time to create strategies to better manage our tech use. I decided to set a tech-free zone at the dinner table and in my bedroom, but McDaniel discourages a one-size-fits-all approach to managing the distractions: “Tech-free zones work differently for every family.” He encourages families to consider when and where tech-free times would work best for them.

Most phone-use tracking apps come with goal-setting tools, and when I ask Williams about what goals she recommends, she says, “Try to have some regular time that you are 100 percent focused on your kid.” Start with scheduling one or two playtimes every week. That might mean 20 minutes of playing catch in the front yard or swimming at the pool, but whatever it is, commit to no distractions. By being really present, she says, “you’re primed to hear if your kids have something to talk about, or see a scowl and have the availability to ask, ‘What’s up?’”

Williams also urges me to limit my unnecessary screen time, like surfing social media after the kids get home from school. “It’s OK to use our phones to chill out, but try to keep it to when kids are in school or in bed. Ask yourself, Do I really need to be on here?”

But what about all those times when looking up an address, turning on music or finding a recipe is necessary? Although I need to do these things, to my kids, it all appears like distraction. Without the visual and audio cues I had as a child—when I could see my parents looking at a map or going to the post office—my kids are often left in the dark as to what I’m doing or planning.

To combat this, I say out loud what I’m up to so they know I’m arranging their summer camp registration or finding the perfect birthday cake recipe. This way, they know when they can interrupt. When appropriate, I’ll mirror my screen on the TV, so we can meditate together on Headspace or edit pictures collaboratively. Williams says kids love being included when we’re trying to solve problems and often have ideas of their own. “Talking with your kids about the struggle you are having to achieve balance with your technology is a huge opportunity to learn together with your kids what balance looks like for your family.”

McDaniel’s final piece of advice is simple: Look up. “If your child walks in to get your attention, look in their eyes instead of looking at your device.” Adults understand that a person focused on their phone is distracted or attending to another task, but McDaniel says young children can’t comprehend that their parent still values them over technology. By looking your child in the eye, he says, “You’ve shown them that you are listening, and they are learning that the device doesn’t have more value than them.”

The other day, McDaniel’s advice came to mind when I found selfies of my 11-year-old daughter on my phone. They were blurry photos in very close range of her eye. It was as if she were saying, “Look at me.”

I took it as a reminder to look up. There’s no app for that.

This article was originally published online in December 2018.

Connie Goes Online

08 Thursday Jun 2023

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“Hey Cutie! Let’s have some fun!”

Connie read the online message with a frown.  “Now why would somebody his age be interested in somebody my age? I don’t get it.”  She stared at the picture. A buff, tan, smiling 38 year old guy stared fetchingly out at her. “Hum,” she thought, “he is cute.” She pulled the mouse down and clicked on “Profiles”.  “Let’s see” she murmured to herself, “age, height, weight, job, interests, salary, ah…marital status.” She paused to look harder at the screen; did it say ‘married’?  Wasn’t this a singles dating site? What was a married guy doing on here?

Connie read ‘Gary’s’ message again and could see that he was asking her if she wanted to chat. “No,” she said out loud to the computer screen. “I do not want to chat with you Gary,” she said with an angry click to her mouse.

Connie’s life had taken a turn when, as life tends to do, kids grow up and go away to school. This had happened to her when her only daughter, her baby, Scooter, left four years ago to attend a big name university. With her heart breaking, she had said her goodbyes as they packed up a bunch of her daughter’s things.  Also, as life has a tendency to do, the baby was going to be living much closer to the Dad now. Connie had gotten a chilly feeling that Scooter was going to be spending a lot more time with him now, making up for lost time away from him after the divorce. As Connie had predicted, that is exactly what did happen. Countless nights and weekends spent together watching TV movies, eating home-delivered pizza and baking seemed to be a thing of the past.

So these days, if it wasn’t Scooter’s Dad, it was the boyfriend and if it wasn’t him it was her school or her work and Connie-mom didn’t get to see much of the girl anymore. She got weepy over this from time to time as countless friends tried to cheer her up and talked about the ‘growing up process.’ She didn’t know if they meant hers or the kid’s.

“Growing up and growing old,” Connie said to the room with a gloomy tone. Turning 50 had hurt her ego more than anything else. As far as dating, the pool of men seemed to get smaller every year and statistics about these things indicated that wasn’t just in her mind.

Connie clicked on a message from “Greatguy.” “Oh God, nineteen years old! Gak!” That one actually made her feel a little sick. “Why in the world….” She shook her head, at fifty-five, she knew she did look ‘good for her age’, but still, nineteen? Good God.

“Hey, let’s hook up!” She read the message from Steve from California who was also married and apparently looking for a ‘Friend with Benefits’ and ‘NSA’. Connie studied his profile, cute she thought, too bad about the married part. NSA? She looked at it again; NRA? No, NSA. What the heck? “Oh!” she got a sudden flash, “NSA – no strings attached. Of course.”

 “Oh well,” she clicked off the computer, time to get to the gym.

Continued Part II

Dodi Dies – Part V

31 Wednesday May 2023

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    After lunch, Pauline looked over at his partner.

            “Ready to take a drive?”

            “Where to?”

            “We got to get back to that school. Sweat that Assistant Dean some more.”

            “You think there’s something there?”

            “Could be.”

            “You driving?”

            “Yep.”

            “Great, we can stop and get a slurpy at 7-11? I think they’re having a summer special on the giant size.”

  In the car, Raul was slurpy noisily on a giant Blue Freeze.

            “How the hell can you drink that stuff?” Pauline looked at him, winching.

            “Nectar of the Gods. Helps with the heat.”

 Pauline shook his head.

            Morales continued. “You think maybe something between the Dean DeLeon and the deceased?”

            “Maybe, just a feeling.”

            “It’s been done before,” Morales added.

            “It’s been done by you before,” Pauline added continuing to drive.

            “Not anymore. I’m reformed.” Raul made a crossing motion over his heart. “I’m a good boy now.”

            Pauline smirked. “Til the next time.”

   Raul blew bubbles in his drink.

                                                #

At the school, the three of them were in the conference room. Assist Dean Dan DeLeon was sitting in a chair, his long sleeve shirt impeccable as always.

            “Teacher Dodi was a long-term valued team member. She had been at the school five years and was well liked,” he told them pleasantly.

            “Was she well like by you?” Detective Raul had put down his Blue Freeze and addressed the Dean.

            “Of course,” the Dean answered primly.

            “Sir, we have gotten copies of the victim’s cell phone records.”

 Dean Dan blanched.

            “She had made a number of calls and texts directly to you.” Pauline went on looking at the Dean. “They appeared to be of a highly personal nature.”

   They all sat silently for a moment. The only sound in the room the soft wap, wap of the overhead fan.

Dean Dan was like a statute. Suddenly, he put one hand to his face and started to cry.

            “My wife will leave me if she finds out. She’ll never forgive me. It was just a short-term fling. Honest,” he sobbed.

  Pauline glanced at Morales.

            “Tell us all about it, sir.”

  They sat back and listened.  

                                                #

            Raul and Victor took the slow way back from the school stopping at an In and Out. Raul ordered the Monkey style Burger with Animal fries, a large Coke. Victor settled for a regular Cheeseburger meal and Diet Coke. 

            “So, what do you think?” Raul asked as he took a huge bite.  They sat in the parking lot and ate their food. Pedestrians hurried in and out of the restaurant.

            “I don’t know,” Pauline sipped his Coke thoughtfully. “That Dan guy is a marshmallow. I can’t see him for it. The man folds like an envelope. You?” He chewed on some fries.

            “Yeah, same. Guy’s a candy ass. When he finally opened up, blubbering, I felt like a priest in the confessional.”

            Victor nodded. “The Dean?”

            “Don’t know. She seemed more surprised than anybody by what’s happened. Kind of clueless.”

            Victor nodded. “The woman is a complete nitwit. Had absolutely no idea of all the crap that was going on right under her nose.”

            Raul nodded. “Women managers.”

            “Yeah, well, hopefully they’re not all that dense.” He crumpled up his bag and got out to throw it away. “Jesus, did you finish that burger already? Where do you put it?” He held his hand out for Raul’s trash.

            “Growing boy, Bossman.”

            “Hump.”

            “Where to now, Boss?”

            “Husband’s office.”

            “That guy? He gives me gas.”

            “Yeah, well, one more time from the beginning.”

 Pauline put the Chevy into gear and started off.

 Raul sipped his Coke meditatively. “You know, that Dan guy seemed genuinely sorry for

messing around with that skinny witch.”

            “Yeah, but not as sorry as you’re going to be if Margarita catches you fooling around again.”

            “Ah, you cut me boss.”

            “Not as deep as she will if…”

            “That woman is scary with a sharp knife in her hands.” Raul’s eyes got big.

            “Yeah, well she scares the hell out of me,” Pauline added. “But then, that’s me. Why don’t you get a divorce and just do it the legal way?”

            “Divorce! Jesus. If I get a divorce who will mop the floors and wash the clothes? Jeese, divorce. What are you thinking?” Raul slurped his Coke.

            “Yeah, what was I thinking?” Victor pulled into traffic.

            In thirty minutes, they were at the parking lot of Great Western Bank. They got in the elevator and went up to the lobby. A cute receptionist got their names and directed them to the offices of J. A. Greenfield, VP of Customer Services. They had met J.A. once before so were somewhat familiar with the drill. They were directed by another pretty staffer to the walnut door of J.A. The door was open, and J. A. popped up and greeted them.

            “Come in, come in, Gentlemen! Have a seat!” He even pulled out chairs for them. “Coffee, water?”

            “A coffee for me,” Victor indicated.

            “Water,” Raul waved a chubby hand.

            “Belinda, refreshments for our guests.” The staffer scurried away.

            The two detectives sat and gazed out at the wonderful view of the valley from J.A.’s floor to ceiling windows.

            “Great view,” Raul commented.

            J.A. spun in his leather seat and looked behind himself. “It is, isn’t it. A great valley. A great place to be from and to be in.”

He sounds like an infomercial, Victor thought to himself.

            Belinda came in and set the drinks around. J.A. was having coffee too. The woman, a young, pretty blond, paused behind J. A’s swivel chair, one hand resting on the back.

            “Ah, that’s fine, Belinda. Thanks,” he looked up at her fondly and patted her hand.

            Belinda glanced down at her boss, smiled, then glanced at the detectives and walked primly out of the room, hands folded in front of her waist.

            She could be holding a prayer book, Pauline entertained an idle thought.   

As soon as she left, J.A. reached down and pushed a button on his desk. The large walnut door swung shut by itself.

            “Privacy,” the man commented.

            Pauline studied the man a little more closely this time. At his office, in his own element. The suit was a conservative navy blue; he sported a conservative tie and pocket fold. The haircut was conservative. He wore a little American flag on one lapel and one heavy gold ring on his left hand. Could be a school ring or a Masonic temple emblem on the top. There was a large black armband around one sleeve. Every button properly in place. Over 60 now, he was still looking good.

            Pauline coughed a little and opened his notebook.

           “It’s great Mr. Greenfield that you can get back to work so soon after….”

            “Ah, yes.” The man swept an imaginary stray hair off his forehead. “Work calms the worn and weary soul. I find it comforting.”

        There is was again, that infomercial talk. Was this guy some kind of minister or something? Victor glanced at Raul, who was wearing his impassive face, and kept going.

            “Well, our inquiries are still ongoing. Would you mind telling me sir, how long you had been married to Mrs. Greenfield and how you met?”

          Victor already knew the answer to the first question, two years. But he didn’t know the answer to the second and needed to get the man talking.

            “Well, it was two years ago. I met Dodi at a singles’ dance, and we hit it right off. It had been five years since the death of my dear wife, Helen and I was getting…ah…”

            “Lonely,” Pauline added.

            “Yes, lonely. My kids are all grown you see, and the house was so empty. Dodi was so fun and lively, vivacious. She just seemed to fill up all the empty spaces.” Greenfield gazed into the distance, remembering happier times.

Damn, Pauline thought to himself. Adult children, more suspects to interview. Crap! This might be a very long weekend.

“Right, sir. And how did your children take to their new stepmother?”

            “Well,” Greenfield frowned, “they were totally against it at first. Called her some terrible names I won’t repeat. But,” he gazed out again, “when I explained to them, in detail, how much I missed their mother, and how no one would take her place. But that now, I just needed…. company.”

            And sex, Pauline thought.

            “Right…so, they weren’t happy but got over it, basically,” Pauline summed up.

            Greenfield seemed to come back from his romantic trance.

         “Yes,” his tone was a bit more businesslike. “That’s it. Came to accept things…as they were.”

            Pauline waded in with some of the more difficult questions.

         “I believe sir there was a prenuptial agreement.”

            “Yes, yes.” Greenfield replied, nodding. “My oldest son Paul insisted on it. So, my lawyer drew one up and Dodi was more than happy to sign it. Told me she was in it for love, not money.” He beatifically.

            Pauline smiled too. “But then there were some problems.”

            Greenfield frowned and looked unhappy.

“Well, over time…it began to seem that our …. interests in life were not quite the same. I am basically a quiet man and live a quiet life. Dodi was much more, ah….”

            “More of a party girl,” Raul entered the conversation, shifting himself up in his chair.

            Greenfield looked momentarily startled by the remarks but gathered himself.

“Ah, yes, I guess you could say that. Party girl,” he seemed to roll the words around on his tongue. “Perhaps that is a better description…” He seemed to drift off again.

            Pauline sensed that they weren’t going to get much more today.

“Mr. Greenfield, in order to get to the bottom of this, it will be necessary for us to speak to your lawyer. I believe divorce proceedings had begun. Yes?”

            Greenfield focused again.

“Oh, yes, that.” He opened his drawer and pulled out a card. Mr. Slavin, Esq. was on the card. He handed it to the detective.

 Pauline looked at the card and back to Greenfield.

            “Oh, it looks to be the same building as your business.”

            “Yes, he’s up two floors. I’ll have my secretary call them and tell them to give you what you need.” He turned to an intercom. “Belinda, please call Slavin’s office and get them to assist these officers.” He then picked up his coffee cup and began to sip with a somewhat vacant look.

The detective stood up and motioned to Raul who stood up too.

“Thanks for your help, sir. We’ll be in touch.”

Greenfield nodded wanly and swiveled around to look at the view, cup in hand.

 The two went out to the secretary’s desk and stopped. She was already in the process of making a phone call.

“Mr. Slavin’s office is expecting you,” she told them with a soft purr.  

Although the woman was smiling, Pauline sensed a glint in her green eyes of something else. Up close, he could see she was older than he originally thought. Red hair somewhat fading now, pale skin, trim figure nicely dressed. She’d been a real looker once.

As they were leaving, he saw her get up and quietly go into her boss’s office and close the door.

            “What the hell do you make of all that?” Raul asked when they were at the elevator.

            “I’m afraid to speculate, bud. But it doesn’t feel too good. Nope, not too good.” They rode up two floors and got out.

                                                            #            

Ronald Slavin, Esq. was a slim, fit man of about fifty with salt and pepper hair, a nice grey suit and a no-nonsense attitude. He ushered them into his office himself and sat down.

“Coffee?” They both wagged their heads no. He didn’t offer anything else.

            “So, you are here about the late, great Dodi Greenfield.” There was a note of irony in his voice. “What can I tell you?”

            “Well, we understand from Mr. Greenfield that divorce proceedings have been filed.

            “Correct,” the man said crisply. “I have been Donald Greenfield’s attorney for twenty-five years. He told me it was okay to tell you this, so I will proceed. I can’t give you particulars on actual filings themselves, but just general background.”

They both nodded.

 Slavin got up and began to pace around the room, his hands clasped behind his back. He looked annoyed. Occasionally, he would stop at a bookshelf and push a book back in place or rearrange a figurine.

            “I knew his wife, his kids, his business partners. I held his hand through his wife’s cancer. Was there when she died, attended the funeral, the whole bit. He was broken up and walked around like a zombie for months.” He paused a moment.

            “I actually went to undergrad school with his oldest son, Paul. His kids and my kids played softball together.” He turned to them. “You get the picture.”

            Solemnly, they both nodded.

            He continued. “After a period of time, more like four years to be exact, Donald started to come out of it and get back into life. It was one of his daughters, actually, who suggested the church dance club.”

 Both detectives wrote in their notepads.

            “It was there he met Dodi.”

            “What church?” Pauline asked.

            “The big Catholic church downtown. Maybe you know it? Has a huge congregation. Donald is a big contributor.”

            Explains the nearly Biblical quotations in his office, Pauline thought to himself.

            “Anyway, Dodi found out about the place, passed herself off as a Catholic…”

            “Was she?” Pauline had to ask.

            “A lapsed one, very lapsed,” Slavin replied sourly. “Anyway, she wowed Donald and knocked him off his feet. He was just ga-ga.”

            “Well,” Raul added truthfully, “a man does have needs.”

            “Sure, sure,” Slavin waved a dismissive hand. “Everyone knows that, and no one begrudged the guy getting a little and having some fun before he got planted six feet under. Still….”

            “Still…” Pauline continued.

            “Still,” Slavin continued, “everyone knew her for exactly what she was the minute she showed up.”

            “Which was…”

            “A gold-digger, a user and taker. She didn’t love Donald. I doubt she had the ability to love anyone other than herself. She was after his money, plain and simple and we all knew it.”

            “We…?”

            “The son, Paul Greenfield, his sisters, my wife, me. We all knew.”

            “What happened?”

            “Paul could see the handwriting on the wall and insisted his dad sign a prenup agreement. I drafted it. Dodi signed it eagerly. She just wanted to get into the big mansion and have her run of the place.”

            “So, what…?”

            “She started to have affairs. Paul and I both knew about them. She didn’t try real hard to hide them.”

            “The guy at the school?”

            “Oh, him. That was a four-week deal. Nothing. One phone call to that guy and I thought he would wet his pants. He ended it with her. No….”

            “Someone else?”

            “There were others, “Someone else?”

            “There were others. Paul asked me to hire a PI to follow her. So, I did. “

“And?” 

“And the guy hit pay dirt with the pictures. Donald just wouldn’t believe it. So, we showed him. He started to make excuses for her.”

            Slavin paused to take a sip of water from a glass on his desk. He stared off into space.

“No, it was the last guy.”

            Pauline stopped writing. “The last guy.”

            “Yeah, this one was different. Much younger guy, early thirties, skinny, buff, lots of tats. You’re cops, you probably know the type. Bullshit and attitude.”

            They both nodded.

            Slavin continued. “I started off life as a prosecutor for the County. If that guy hadn’t spent time in the big house, my name is Micky Mouse. No, the PI was still following her. He told me they were cooking something up. He just didn’t know what.”

            “And the divorce?”

            “After several tapes, Donald finally had to agree she was cheating on him. He’s a very moral guy, couldn’t put up with that. Especially, when he confronted her, and she lied about everything. That was the last straw. The lying.”

            “Go on.”

            “We filed the papers for the divorce. She got herself an attorney and between the two of them, they cooked up a way to get around the prenup.”

            “Which was?”

            “She was claiming duress. That the adult children put so much pressure on her, she was forced to sign against her will.”

            “Ah,” Pauline had to admit that was a good one.

            “Anyway, Paul Greenfield about went off his nut and the old man was getting a little spacier every day. The stress wasn’t good for his heart. Dodi was coming and going from the house at all hours of the day and night and the entire thing was getting kind of crazy. And then….”

            “And then,” Raul put in.

            “And then this happens and here we are.”

Slavin seemed to have run out of steam. He plopped down in his big desk chair with folded hands.

“That’s pretty much it gentlemen.”

            They asked a few more questions about the inheritance, took more notes and left.

            “Whew!” Raul had to say when they got back in the Chevy. “Wow, what a mess!!”

            “I’ll say,” Victor returned.

            “Dinner?” Raul asked.

            “No, I got to go write up some stuff and then have some alone time.”

                                                            #

Continued to Part VI

Dodi Dies – Part III

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                                                         Part III


      It was break time and Jan stayed in the class while Dodi went to make the rounds. In the office, Allie, the science teacher, was hunched over some paperwork. 

      “Allie, dearest, how are you anyway?” Dodi grinned broadly. 

      Allie started and glanced up. Her eyes darted back down to the paper. 

      “Ah, good, Dodi. Things are good, how about you?” she continued working. 

      “Oh, busy, this and that.” Dodi sighed dramatically. “Just trying to keep up with everything.” She laid a long, red-lacquered fingernail on a paper on the desk. Allie glanced sideways, an annoyed expression on her plain face. Dodi was perched on a corner of the desk, legs crossed casually.

      “Oh, yes. You know I sell real estate, don’t you?” The paper spun slightly from side to side. Allie paused in what she was doing and studied the piece of paper.

      “I think I heard something about that,” she answered vaguely.  

      “Yes, and funny. It’s just the smallest world,” Dodi chirped and lifted her finger off the paper. “I ran into someone you may know. Mr. Smithers, the Vice-Principal at your old school.” She laughed lightly. “Isn’t that funny?” 

      Allie’s neck began to get pink. She tugged at her cotton collar. 

      “Yeah, small world. Right. Mr. Smithers.” 

      “So, I was showing him a house. Him and his wife, you know. And it is so funny about the way people talk and go on and on…” Dodi glanced down at Allie and readjusted her huge shoulder bag. 

      Allie was looking up at Dodi now. Her hands lay still on top of her desk. 

      Dodi was smiling. “And he mentioned the oddest thing.” She paused. 

      Allie said nothing. 

      “He seemed to think that you had left the middle school because of something to do with your credential. Not finishing some coursework or some such. I don’t know about these things. Credentials, blah, blah.” 

      Allie’s face went completely red. 

      “Oh, well,” Dodi waved a manicured hand. “It was just a passing remark. I doubt he goes around announcing that to the world. Oh,” with great flare she looked at her watch. “Look at the time, got to get that coffee and get back. See you.” 

     Allie sat very still, palms down on her desk, like a swimmer about to launch from the blocks.  She was breathing in and out. Slowly she got up and went into the teacher’s lounge. Dodi was still there stirring a cup of coffee with a wooden stick. 

      “Ah, Dodi. That thing about the school…” 

      Dodi turned and looked at Allie. There was a bright glossy rim on the edge of the cup. It had a perfect lip impression from Dodi’s scarlet lip gloss. Allie stared at the cup.

      “It was a bad time for me. I was on a conditional credential. I got pregnant and was having problems. Then, I had to take a really hard math class and was having trouble with that…. Couldn’t get everything done on time….” 

      “Oh, of course.” Dodi was sincere. “It’s just I was a little confused is all. I thought you told everyone here you had finished all your coursework and the credential thingy. Guess I got that wrong.” She sipped her coffee.

      “No, I’m almost done, just have a few more things ….” 

      Dodi reached over and patted her arm. “No harm done, I’m sure.” 

      Allie stammered. “It’s just…well…I would appreciate it if you didn’t mention…” 

      “Oh, pish! Don’t think of it.” Dodi turned to leave. 

      “Oh, by the way. I’m having an open house this weekend on a cute bungalow. I know you said you and your husband were looking. Why don’t you drop by? I’ll leave the flyer on your desk.” She grinned again and left the lunchroom. 

      Allie sank into a white plastic chair and stared into space. 

                                                          # 

      Later that week, Dodi was in the office and took time to  poke around Jan’s desk. Jan was not scheduled to be in that day. As she rummaged about, Manuel, a handsome young Hispanic teacher, one desk over, turned to look at her. 

      “Is there something you need, Dodi? Maybe I can help.” 

      “No, no. I was just looking — for something.” Her voice trailed off. 

      He smiled warmly at her. 

      Dodi turned to Manuel. 

      “Is it really true you’re on an asylum visa from Central America?” 

     Manuel never stopped smiling. “Jes, is very true.” 

      “I just wondered, is all. I mean, don’t they have enough engineers in this country already?” 

     “Ah,” Manuel replied sadly, “apparently there is a shortage in my specialty.” 

      Dodi pursed her lips which accentuated her wrinkles. 

      “But,” he replied cordially, “I myself am going to walk over to HR now to check on some little things. Maybe you would like to come along and see these documents for yourself. Could be an interesting experience.” 

      Dodi goggled at him a moment. “No, no. Not necessary. I was just going. Ah, thanks.” She glanced back at Jan’s desk then turned and walked quickly away. 

       Manuel turned back to his math calculations and shook his head. 

      “Uno poco loco, that one,” he said quietly to himself. 

                                                          # 

       Jan was back at work and getting lesson plans ready for class. She cast about on her desk for sticky pads and found the remains of an old pad. Damn it. Class was about to start soon. 

      “Allie, you have any sticky pads I could use?” 

      “Yeah, sure. On my desk, I’m not using them.” Allie got up and headed out to class. 

    “Thanks, Allie,” Jan said to the retreating back. 

      She scooted her roller chair over to Allie’s desk. She rummaged for a minute and found a pink pad. She was about to return to her desk when the spine on the overturned book caught her eye. Curious, she picked it up and looked at it. “Toxins from Living Plants,” was the title. 

      Hmm, odd
. She knew that Allie taught a science course to nurses so maybe… She turned to the open page. The title at the top read Poisons. Jan shivered a little and put the book down. Too much information, she thought and went back to her desk. 


                                                       # 

      Classes continued with Jan and Dodi. Dodi kept nitpicking and criticizing Jan’s teaching. Jan worked hard to ignore the comments. It all boiled over one night when Dodi went over the top with her comments. 

      “You can’t do that, it’s not part of the curriculum,” she spat like an angry snake in Jan’s face.  

      “This is my class; Dodi and I will do it if I think it is needed.” 

      “You can’t. I’m going to report you.” 

      “Go ahead,” Jan sneered, “that’s what you have been doing all along isn’t it?” 

      The students in class got very quiet, eyeing the two women.

      Jan realized they were becoming a spectacle and announced, “Break time.” 

      The students all got up and quickly left the room. 

      “This isn’t over, Jan,” Dodi snapped at her and left the room. 

      Jan practiced breathing slowly and sought to get her pulse under control. She was going to have to talk to her immediate super tomorrow about this. Enough was enough. 

      After break, the two women avoided each other like a pair of junkyard dogs. When the group moved to the computer lab, Jan let out a sigh of relief when Dodi announced she had a ‘toothache’ and had to go home. 

      “Thank God,” Jan mumbled to herself and turned back to help a student. 

                                                               # 


      The next day, Jan was not scheduled to be in class, but she packed up her materials anyway and went to have a tete-a-tete with her supervisor. She pulled up in front of the school and was amazed to see two black and whites parked by the front door. Cautiously, she went in and approached the teacher’s office. Cops were standing in Dean Nancy’s office. 

     “Oh, my God,” Jan scooted over to her desk and sat down. She whispered to Allie, “what has happened?” 

     “It’s something about Dodi,” Allie whispered back. “It’s bad. I think she might be dead.” 

     “Dead!” Jan looked shocked. “How?” 

      Allie shrugged her shoulders.

     A few minutes later, her supervisor, Diana, came bustling up. Her short, motherly frame almost quivering. “Oh, good…you’re here. The police need to speak to you both in the conference room.” 

     “Why?” Jan asked.

Diana shook her head, one hand covering her mouth. She looked ready to cry.

     “Better get going,” Jan rolled her eyes at Allie.

     Jan and Allie both got up and made their way to the conference room. Jan was relieved to see other teachers also there, lined up against the wall. They all eyed each other quizzically and waited. 

     One of the nursing teachers, Jack, was leaning against the wall close to them. 


      He spoke quietly, “I heard her husband found her in the driveway late last night. Thought she was passed out drunk behind the wheel. When he tried to wake her, he realized she was dead as a mackerel.” 

     The two women oohed at him. 
     
     “From what?” 

      “They don’t know. Heart attack maybe?” 

     “How old was she?” 

     “58-59. She just looked older because she smoked.” 

      “Ah,” they chimed together. 
 
     Allie got called in and then Jan. 

      It was an unnerving experience. They kept asking Jan questions because apparently, she had the ‘closest working relationship’ with the deceased. 

      “But surely it was heart attack?” Jan asked. 

      The two beefy cops glanced at each other. 

       One spoke. “We still have some questions about that.” 

      Jan was mystified. They let her go. As she was gathering up her purse, she saw a young cop carefully picking through items on a desk. He wore thin blue gloves. He stopped and opened a slim volume and started to read. Jan realized with a shock that it was Allie’s desk. That book looked familiar. Hmm. Time for her to get home. She was starting to imagine things. 

                                                #

Continued Part IV

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